i left my mom’s side of the family . The side i grew up wit for 16 years . i left that all behind just so i wouldnt have to stress over the woman who raised me . Looking back on the times ive had wit my cousins , i know i fucked up . i miss them </3 But its not like im never gon see them again . Now i have to git used to staying wit my dad’s side of the family . im almost there . i just need my shit from back home . i did this for myself but i dont know if it was a good move or bad move on me . Now im scared . i feel like i disappointed my mom’s side of the family . Ugh , i wish it wasnt this confusing .