But i feel like im going thru the same thing i went thru wit my ex . i didnt wanna go down this road again but i am , wit you . i thought you’d understand but you make it so difficult . i wanna see you too but im not willing to lie to my uncle . i live under his roof now & im not tryna lose his trust . i wanna be completely honest wit him . So please , if he says no , please understand . i know its hard but if you love me , you’ll stick it out . Hold it down for me like how im trying my best to hold it down for you . it hurts me as much as it hurts you but i cant do anything bout it anymore . i dont wanna risk anything anymore . Why cant you understand that ? im tryna do my best to think of myself first but youre making it hard on me . i dont know what to do anymore D;