i miss how everything was . i miss how my sister was still wit us . i miss how i’d always be going out during summer . i miss how i was so happy going to school . i miss how i was able to talk to you 24/7 . i miss being in San Jose . i miss everything in SJ . SJ is where my heart is , where the people i grew up wit is , where i grew up , where i was the happiest . Now as years pass by , absolutely everything is changing around me . Once im legal , i want everything to be the same . i wanna live in SJ , i wanna go to places that made me the happiest , i wanna chill at the places i made memories at , i wanna be wit the people i grew up wit , i wanna do so much . i have to stick it out for two more years . Two more years & thats it . im not just gon sit around & let things change . im no longer going wit the flow . im tired of things changing out the way i never expected it too . ima do what i want & go after my dreams . Actually do something wit my life instead of sitting around waiting for something to happen . ima make something happen myself .